tonight I went through old photos
for the millionth time over
but this time, the nostalgia was stronger.
I didn't expect to sit and bawl,
but I did.
too many memories that I can't have back,
too many people I never see anymore.
so many friendships that ended for a reason,
but I still want back.
I miss last year.
summer had such a beautiful feeling to it.
my heart ached as my teardrops then fell on a picture
that captured the most cosmic hug.
I ask myself,
"where did time go?!"
"can't I just relive it once?!"
not sure why I asked the latter,
for I know the answer.