i just really don't want to deal with life.
i want to stay in my bed and not even attempt to face the day.
trials are hard.
trust me i know.
there have been times i say "God. Do you even hear me?!"
even though i know he is there.
sometimes i don't even know an exact reason i am having a rough time.
there's times my parents will ask me whats going on and i don't have an answer.
all i can say is "its just been really hard lately."
somedays i feel alone in the dark with no light to show me where to go.
but i am here to tell you, that you are not alone and you will be okay.
i have found that when i go through things, when they are over i am a stronger person because of it.
you cant give up.
you will find the light at the end of the tunnel that everyone talks about.
its not gonna be an easy journey, but it will come.
know that God is with you and He knows everything you have, and will go through.
know that Gods love exceeds beyond any word you can describe.
God only lets you go through trials He knows you can go through.
Satan cannot tempt you more than you can bear.
hold on to hope.
and everyday vow to keep on keeping on.